Give me some spinach.
Transport me back in time
Fast forward to that bright bright place
Quick
It feels like I am running out of life
Nothing as it was in my mind
How can I be? Who I am ?
Click !
Images vibrant in my mind
Vivid Desire and innocence leaping by
Transport me to another place and time
A wondrous land from any of my dreams
Like those thousands of words I have only seen
There is some movement
From the corners of my eye, I can see
Swift and scary
Menacingly slow and constantly gaining
Yet all I can see is that beautiful window
A windmill and rows of sprawling grass
A refrigerator filled with wine
And a dream of living
Your picture leaps back at me
Thousands of words I have only seen
Vela times
Night night
Another night falls
peeling the day of its grime
and soiled clothes
Yet, layers from the past gnaw within
Not good with my actions
Not good with my words
There is more, yet to be seen
Growing with the night
Until tomorrow’s dawn
There won’t be scars of yesterday
just some healing, that the calm would have done
Sleepless
I heard a brand new voice
Silent whispers that startled me
Like someones watching out
Keeping me awake
No fear
Not even the energy to look about
Life flashes past faster than the blink of my eye
It feels like ages ago
The smell of mountains and dusty roads
Another place
Another year
Past or possibly the sleepless future
Scared to move a muscle
Scared to open my eyes
In a place, where I once was
Only I look at it more clear
One more hour has passed by
Are you really out there?
Watching out for me
or Watching me
.
No visible signs
Not even pinpoints to the throb
Exposed
Raw, red and hurting
Hidden in lights
Unsuppressed, dark, fragile
Ominous, poisoned and Palpable
Set out for the truth
Drowned in voices
Uneasy and inquisitive
Residues of belief
Undying fragments of today
Living and its complete glory
Invisible
Part blind, part deaf
choosing my words
and an explanation
An urge to abandon
this empty house
And quit on rage
Darkness in my brightest smile
Secrets in the way I carry
Holding myself at ransom
Trying to win back
Human in wanting to win
Cursed in wishing otherwise
Surrounded by disease
An urge to abandon
This play of words
Is making me mad
I no longer see me
What role does hope play
With such a hefty price to pay
Snapping at patience and love
I see losing you someday
Turn around.
There was never a real me
Darkness in my brightest smile
We failed to see
Invisible